aneminemegumi:

aneminemegumi:

aneminemegumi:

Reasons I need monetary assistance…

1. I currently live and have been living in a highly emotionally abusive home for over 10 years now. My step father aka my abuser makes things next to miserable for me emotionally on a daily basis. I honestly never knew I had anxiety along with my depression until HE came into my life. He’s never liked me and I have never liked him. He has expressed time and time again how badly he wants me gone. He has set a forced on final limit for my living here with him and my mom for before winter of next year. So moving out ASAP is the top priority!

2. Be able to boost what little cash I get from my bi-weekly paycheck. Which by no means can pay off the bills and such of living alone or otherwise.

3. Pay for my knowledge drivers test.

4. Pay for my driven drivers test.

5. To be able to and as I need get gas or whatever else I might need for my vehicle.

6. Possibly a vehicle.

7. I honestly have very little clothes that fit me correctly to my name. Its next to impossible where I live to find clothes in my sizes and when it happens to be possible it always ends up being too much to pay for me.

8. Possibly a driving instructor.

9. My cell phone card per month.

10. Protection for my laptop.

11. To be able to visit my family up north when I want to or can. As I normally only get to go up there once a year nowdays. I would love to at least make it twice.

12. Until I have my license I am going to need help with getting to and from work by taxi as they are not cheap at all.

13. Daily living needs ( Groceries, medicals and whatnot )

14. More then likely next to everything I am going to need for moving into a new place when I do.

So yeah the list is long and honestly there are probably some things I am forgetting but if you have any questions or concerns please private message me or send me an ask and I will get back to you as soon as I can. I am deeply sorry that I am asking for help like this and not being able to do anything in return. It truly bugs me asking for help like this but I need this help and this is my only option left to me. Any reblogs or donations are greatly appreciated!

Sigh… More things to add to the ever growing list: new winter boots, and a new cell phone…

So close to giving up on asking for this help… I would not keep pushing it if I did not need it as much as I do. This matter is adding to my depression and anxiety to the extremes now days and it will only get worse as time goes on. All the things on this list I do need the money for but moving out of my current living situation is a TOP PRIORITY. I cannot continue living where I am with the way he treats me. He’s never going to stop doing what he does to make me feel like emotional crap so I need to go about leaving as soon as possible for the greater good for my emotional health.