I apologise too fucking much and I hate it because it makes people uncomfortable and like they did something wrong and they tell me I don’t need to because I didn’t do anything wrong but I don’t know that. I never do. I apologise, I’m told I don’t need to, I wanna apologise again because I messed up but that’ll get people more upset and I get more upset

I just want to know when I really do stuff wrong and trust people’s judgements. I hate this so fucking much