i need help….

toxicgummy:

hey y’all
i know i always make post like this but only because its all i can do to get help with the stresses my life throws at me
right now i really need help more than ever
for months i have been over working myself trying to get cash to help pay bills and rent and just make sure we have somewhere to live and food to eat
for a while it has been 
very very hard to even work up the strength to do much of anything
my health,as a lot of you may already know,is just not the best and over the years its only getting worse and worse
a few months ago i had a severe and deadly allergic reaction to some shellfish that landed me in the hospital in intensive care
i nearly died but i made it out fine
but not entirely
i haven’t been right since and it really really took a huge toll on my mental and physical health
every day i feel like my heart will stop and ill just drop dead right then and there
like any day something just horrible is going to happen
i think it may be shock from the indecent? but im not 100% sure
im just
weak and tired and scared all the time and i don’t know what to do with myself
having to deal with all of that,plus stressing myself out trying make cash by working myself crazy doing commissions
its just to much handle 
and i find myself having to reach out to get help
is why im here now

i wanted to try and get some donations 
to get some cash to help with bills and take care everything for at least a couple off months at best so i can,hopefully,rest myself and take sometime to de-stress and try to get myself fixed up  and stop feeling like such shit all the time maybe even get professional help with whats even happening with me

i have a paypal mainly to use for receiving money 

RIGHT HERE 

i know i ask for a lot over the years
but now i really really need help 
i do ask to reblog and share if you would like 
i want to try and get all the help i can get 

thank you very much for reading